misspaigecollins 23rd November 2008

well hey uncle steven, it's me paige. you aint seen me since i was seven!ive changed so much its unbelievable.im a big girl now hehe! i went and stayed at aunty diana's some weeks ago it killed me to come away- hadn't seem everyone for so long and itwasteh weirdest thing i had ever done because wen i was seven and in them seven years i only wondered about you odd times but now i no you aint here i think about you everyday.Mum says hello.she said i wasnt to write anything but as usual i dont do as im told and i do it anyway- i couldnt leave without not saying anything.It seems strange that you were taken and i woul soon swap just so aunty diana would be happy cause i love her soo much and would only want to see her happy-i hate seeing her cry she cried when we left them in scotland and i didnt want to leave.Steve is so good- he's my lil angel of a boy and helsy well ive been told she has a good set of lungs on her bless her the little princess.well i been thinking about all of them for days no but i want to make tomorow happy as im sure you wouldnt want to see us cry. i'll be a good girl tomorow i promise.i'll be there for everyone as ive gotto be sring for them. i was looking on the net today uncle steven, i found a poem that i couldn get out of my head look; your true family that i want you to know our love for each other has helped us grow we went through some tough times but we made it through the only one i trusted was you you helped me through anger you chased away my fears you held through sadness and kissed away tears you stayed by my side when the world turned away and you helped me see joy when he skies were gray you were the rainbow atthe end of the storm you helped me be different when i shouldn't conform you held my hand when you knew i would fall every heartache you saw me through it all i'm not sure im always this true to you i know i'm not perfect but this much is true when life gets you down and theres nowhere to turn i'll help you through and i'll share the concern i'll try my bestto return every favour when your sure that you'll drown i'll be your lifesavour even if we both go down weather we sink or swim doesn't matter at all just know that i'll be there whenever you call i'll put you out when life pulls you under i'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder and when its all over and we've fought every war theres one thing i promise and of this i am sure when the time comes that we're put to our rest be sure that you know my uncle, your the best. and if there is a heaven i know you'll be there and that you hear every prayer and soon i'll join you but just untill then i'll miss you everyday till i see you again see it's well nice isn't it. Uncle steven, i know ive spoke loads and im probably boring you now, ive got so much to say to you but just dont know how to say it.Please come back and see us soon.my mum wants to see you so hurry up boss! i hate seeing her upset it does my head in and i know it aint your fault it was heaven's the should never of took you away from us! I promise i will be there for everyone tomorow just like u asked, ive been so worried about aunty diana, she loves you so much and just wants to see your face again.She's a stunning looking lady i tell ya, and i love her so much. i dont just want u back for me though even though it will be eight years since ive seen you and i'm never gunna see you again but its my mum.She loves you so much and always says she sees aaron in you, some times i just wanther to lether feelings out and cry on my shoulder but she won't.and i hate seieing her like that.I'm staying over a mates tonight and its good because she understands what i feel like and how much i regeret things and not making the extra effort to see you. i'll speak to you tomorow mate, hurry up-y are you always late!i love you so much,today forever and always. Tick tock, cantwait for the day i see you again and im gunna so annoy you hehe nahh not really cuz ive gotta show you so much.