well hey uncle steven, it's me paige. you aint seen me since i was seven!ive changed so much its unbelievable.im a big girl now hehe!
i went and stayed at aunty diana's some weeks ago it killed me to come away- hadn't seem everyone for so long and itwasteh weirdest thing i had ever done because wen i was seven and in them seven years i only wondered about you odd times but now i no you aint here i think about you everyday.Mum says hello.she said i wasnt to write anything but as usual i dont do as im told and i do it anyway- i couldnt leave without not saying anything.It seems strange that you were taken and i woul soon swap just so aunty diana would be happy cause i love her soo much and would only want to see her happy-i hate seeing her cry she cried when we left them in scotland and i didnt want to leave.Steve is so good- he's my lil angel of a boy and helsy well ive been told she has a good set of lungs on her bless her the little princess.well i been thinking about all of them for days no but i want to make tomorow happy as im sure you wouldnt want to see us cry. i'll be a good girl tomorow i promise.i'll be there for everyone as ive gotto be sring for them.
i was looking on the net today uncle steven, i found a poem that i couldn get out of my head look;
your true family
that i want you to know
our love for each other
has helped us grow
we went through some tough times
but we made it through
the only one i trusted was you
you helped me through anger
you chased away my fears
you held through sadness
and kissed away tears
you stayed by my side
when the world turned away
and you helped me see joy
when he skies were gray
you were the rainbow
atthe end of the storm
you helped me be different
when i shouldn't conform
you held my hand
when you knew i would fall
every heartache
you saw me through it all
i'm not sure
im always this true to you
i know i'm not perfect
but this much is true
when life gets you down
and theres nowhere to turn
i'll help you through
and i'll share the concern
i'll try my bestto return every favour
when your sure that you'll drown
i'll be your lifesavour
even if we both go down
weather we sink or swim
doesn't matter at all
just know that i'll be there
whenever you call
i'll put you out
when life pulls you under
i'll be the sun
when there's lightning and thunder
and when its all over
and we've fought every war
theres one thing i promise
and of this i am sure
when the time comes
that we're put to our rest
be sure that you know
my uncle, your the best.
and if there is a heaven i know
you'll be there
and that you hear every prayer
and soon i'll join you
but just untill then
i'll miss you everyday
till i see you again
see it's well nice isn't it.
Uncle steven, i know ive spoke loads and im probably boring you now, ive got so much to say to you but just dont know how to say it.Please come back and see us soon.my mum wants to see you so hurry up boss! i hate seeing her upset it does my head in and i know it aint your fault it was heaven's the should never of took you away from us!
I promise i will be there for everyone tomorow just like u asked, ive been so worried about aunty diana, she loves you so much and just wants to see your face again.She's a stunning looking lady i tell ya, and i love her so much.
i dont just want u back for me though even though it will be eight years since ive seen you and i'm never gunna see you again but its my mum.She loves you so much and always says she sees aaron in you, some times i just wanther to lether feelings out and cry on my shoulder but she won't.and i hate seieing her like that.I'm staying over a mates tonight and its good because she understands what i feel like and how much i regeret things and not making the extra effort to see you.
i'll speak to you tomorow mate, hurry up-y are you always late!i love you so much,today forever and always.
Tick tock, cantwait for the day i see you again and im gunna so annoy you hehe nahh not really cuz ive gotta show you so much.
misspaigecollins
23rd November 2008